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((I’ve decided to try to update from my mom’s computer. Even found one of the pictures I wanted to share. ))
Not a nazar, but an eye nonetheless. I don’t understand why it looks the way it does on the bottom portion of the picture. The scan came out fine…
I’ve been thinking more about it, and I think the reason why I’ve always had an obsession with drawing eyes is because I’ve also always felt as though I’m being watched. So of course, I’d be drawing eyes all over the goddamn place. It’s subconscious.
I haven’t been having any strange dreams lately, which is a very good sign. Before the 4th I did have a dream of a man in a suit, but it wasn’t of him. Last month was nothing but strange dreams, though. Not of him, but of his Operators. You know, like that “Masky” character in Marble Hornets? Now imagine he’s in your bedroom. He, and about twenty others just like him.
He talked in my dream. Damned if I could remember what he was saying, though. I think he was trying to convince me to join with him and the others. I was too scared, much too scared. It definitely convinced me that something evil is in my room, or at the very least, in my house.
This earache is seriously killing me. I have a few more things I want to say (if I said “on the history of evil in my house”, would that be too dramatic?), but I’m going to save it for tomorrow.
I’ll see you guys.
(by-the-by, if you’ve got any questions or suggestions on anything, feel free to leave ‘em in my ask box)