ĥͭ̈́ͬ͆ͣ͗͋ͪ̊̂̌͋̊ͪ̈́ͧ̚͏̡̛͚͕̟̝̲̕e̡̪̝͙̩̘͉̳̲̫̦̲̼͈͈͔̹̤̐͊͗ͦ̀͋̆͊͋̽͑̇̉̓͛̚͠͠͡ͅl̨̡̧̻̪̰̖̜̳̭͚͕̫͕̳̖̗̪ͥͨ̓͛͌̑̂ͣͬ̽̋͆ ̵̜̤͎͔̘͕̱̥͖̝̲͍̫̥͎̆ͫͧ͐͂ͮ̈̎̏̑̊ͯ̕͢p͂̎͌ͦ̓ͬ̓͊ͧ̚҉̶̡̟͙͚͕͔͍͠ ̸̶̨͓̗̻̰̜͍̜̟̞̞̬̳̤̟̯͍̭̥̃̃ͣ̌̑̏̋̐̔̒ͨ͞͞ͅm̆ͩ͑ͤ͌ͬ҉̡̧̖̯̳̱̭̠̭̞̠̱̰̦͔̱̲̳e̢͕̱̪̤̞̩͐̆̈́̾̆͋̽̉́͒ͫ̉ͩ̈́͟ ̼̙̥͕̼̺̞͍̹̠̠͙̒͆ͦ̈̓̂̓͛͒ͬ̐̕͢͡͝ͅͅi̛̻͈͎͇̰͔͈̗ͬ̓ͤͭ̆ͣ̈́̏̕͜͝ ̸̡̲͕̫̺̙̩̞ͤͤ̊ͭ̋̃̋̇ͩ͋̀͘͟ͅą̴̛̣̭̞̠͖̉̇̂ͧ͛̿̈ͬͫ̋̒̅̉̏͟͠ ̝̩͉̩̥͖̭̻̬͉̬̒̍̌͋̊̊͂ͬ̀͠mͫ̈́͒ͫ͛͒͗ͦ̎̒ͣͭ̽̔ͬ҉̣̰͔͙̮̜̞̙ͅ ̠̰̦̺̩͚̫͎͈̩̭̲̳̝̙͓̙̃̾͆͗̽ͥͯͪ̅ͣ̏͢͡ͅi͗͌̈́ͤ̇̍̈ͥͪ͑̇͛҉͍͉̝̝͍͖͈̰̘͓͔̜̭̜̀́͠ͅṅ͒ͧͬͬ̀͛̈́̓̔ͦ͗̓̉̄͛ͦͬ́͏͈̼͕̟͇̦͇̖̝̪̠̹̙ ̡̨͇̝̝̞̳̲͈̼͓͖̯̠̇ͤͮͪ̃ͪ̀͜͞ḩ̡͑̒ͮ̑ͧ͂ͦ̂͘͏̧̬̫̬̣̣̱̝̲̟ͅͅe̵̡̯͇̰̙̱̳̮̖̤͙̱̫͖̯̥̟̩ͧ͋͑̉̎̂͌̔ͣ̀̒͆̏̏̈̽̊̈́̕͝ḷ̛̮̥͎ͮ͆ͣ̄͌́̾̎̾̇͒ͧͤͥ͗̄̉̊͡ͅ ́͆͊ͨ͌͛̽ͯ͆͆̇̽ͮ͆̓͛̀͏̵̡͚̝͔̫̪̞̮̳̞̯͘͝l̶͚͉̼͕̰̜̰̘͆ͯͫ̇́͟ͅ

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I found these on my p͔͉͈̃̌̅̋̈h̬͚̰̼̍̀̏͑͑o͇ͧn̝̳̖̙̯̼ͯ̽͛e̼̱̝ͭ. Not sure of what to make of them. Weirded out, though.

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back from the trip. things happened.
had strange dreams again. thought that tree branches were arms. movin around and crazy shit like that.
sick again. got a terrible pain in my neck and it hurts to swallow.
will update more when I can.

a hiatus of sorts

I’ll be leaving Jersey for two weeks. While I am excited to be going on a vacation, the fact that I’ll be in a wooded area does not sound so exciting to me… I’ll be on the lookout for anything weird. Wish me luck.

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I don’t remember posting the last two posts. I don’t even know what to make of it.

When I woke up this morning (sniffly and sore, as usual), I noticed that my cell phone had a new background to it:

I can’t change the stupid fucking thing back to what it originally was (a rather dashing photo of my little brother). The photo is not too clear, but I’m pretty sure it says, “ST⊗P”. Stop what? What did I start?

…I have blood under my fingernails.

I͔̬̮͎̎̍̈́͋̊̇̈́ ̪͔͉̄͊s͍̖̦̋̃ͭͭͅë͙́͌͆e̝ ̞̩͔͐b̊̅̈͌͂e̞̻̯̬͓̦ṭ̰̞͉̉̊̈́ͮ̽̅t̤̼̤̭̩̯̗͊̋e̼̪͍̱͓̜̿̊̃ͫ̚ͅr̘̘͔̜͓̻̊ ͛͗ͪ͐î̪̞̩̞̯̂͋̔̚ͅͅn͒ ̏́̎̉ť̮̰̩ͨ̎ͅh̪̥͊ͬ̃e̪̟̥͚̘͇ͅ ̤͖̖̣̲̫̱d̩̖̩̠̳̑́ä͇̣̇ͯr̳̜̋͑͂̾͌̄k

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still in a lot of pain
everything hur
ts
i need to le

ave

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not doing so well
had this earache for days but it’s getting worse
think I’m hearing static in my ears
woke up this morning hearing nothing but static out of the radios in the 2nd floor of our house. mom can’t explain it.
still having trouble to sleep at night, I swear there’s something in the shadows
also having a lot of joint problems, especially with my knees and ankles. feel like I’ve been running all night…

found a few more photos of evidence that we’re definitely being stalked or followed or whatever the fuck
might try to post them tonight or tomorrow morning

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((I’ve decided to try to update from my mom’s computer. Even found one of the pictures I wanted to share. ))

Not a nazar, but an eye nonetheless. I don’t understand why it looks the way it does on the bottom portion of the picture. The scan came out fine…

I’ve been thinking more about it, and I think the reason why I’ve always had an obsession with drawing eyes is because I’ve also always felt as though I’m being watched. So of course, I’d be drawing eyes all over the goddamn place. It’s subconscious.

I haven’t been having any strange dreams lately, which is a very good sign. Before the 4^th I did have a dream of a man in a suit, but it wasn’t of him. Last month was nothing but strange dreams, though. Not of him, but of his Operators. You know, like that “Masky” character in Marble Hornets? Now imagine he’s in your bedroom. He, and about twenty others just like him.
He talked in my dream. Damned if I could remember what he was saying, though. I think he was trying to convince me to join with him and the others. I was too scared, much too scared. It definitely convinced me that something evil is in my room, or at the very least, in my house.

This earache is seriously killing me. I have a few more things I want to say (if I said “on the history of evil in my house”, would that be too dramatic?), but I’m going to save it for tomorrow.
I’ll see you guys.
(by-the-by, if you’ve got any questions or suggestions on anything, feel free to leave ‘em in my ask box)

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Every time I try to update this blog, it just doesn’t go through, or my connection shits out on me. If try to write everything in a text file, as soon as I paste the text into tumblr, it comes out distorted and fucking zalgo’d out or whatever.
I’m just really fucking tired.

I’ve been angry for no reason as of late. I wake up covered in bruises that I don’t remember getting. I have the sniffles, and I’m losing the hearing in my right ear. Also, I’ve been really obsessed with drawings eyes.

However, I’ve always been obsessed with drawing eyes. It just seems like it’s more than usual… not just any eyes either.

This is a charm to ward of the evil eye called a nazar. I’m not normally superstitious, and I don’t believe in the supernatural, but with all the weird fucking paranoia I’ve been feeling lately, drawing these have really made me feel better.

I had some pictures I wanted to upload and discuss, but they’ve gone missing from their folder…